i felt pretty terribly since this is a last day with my classmates before christmas so there was some stuff around it
and i'm afraid that i did a really poor job in trying to cover my feelings
also i'm supposed to go to dinner and drink with some of them this evening. or more like.. i have to since i agreed that i'll come
it's just that... whenever i try to go somewhere with them and have fun or something it ends up the exact opposite way and every fiber in my body tells me that i should just give up on trying to fit in or have fun or do anything that normal socialising people do
but.. thank you for asking
i'm fine, i can handle it
and i don't want to break promises
but i make people feel uncomfortable just by being around them. hardly anyone ever dares to approach me or start to talk with me. and when some "friends" from my class talk with me i have to hide the feelings as hard as i can but i still give the impression that i'm dead inside
the worst thing is when someone asks me why am i making this face or that i should smile
i don't want people to feel uncomfortable because of me and they would probably do the best if they'd just give up on me
but if people gave up on me it would probably make me feel even worse. but at least people around me would be happy
Finally back home from hospital. Fuck my life, now I can't eat so much stuff that I used to eat before...
Fucking soups everyday 
wilcum baek Ezi E
what happened to you AFeect??
^ come and feed w me in party ranked.
lets du dis hushhushhushhushhush
no anime, check the videos, they are hilarious :))
i will come in an hour or two
great! see you in 3 -4 hours so be there at 8
sure, i might be even a bit earlier, like at 10
lol Havoc, nice heresy there :D
wtf is this???
u got hax
restart dotes or steam
everyone has it osmetimes nowadays
restart life
never seen this before honestly
nicela havoc
i felt pretty terribly since this is a last day with my classmates before christmas so there was some stuff around it
and i'm afraid that i did a really poor job in trying to cover my feelings
also i'm supposed to go to dinner and drink with some of them this evening. or more like.. i have to since i agreed that i'll come
it's just that... whenever i try to go somewhere with them and have fun or something it ends up the exact opposite way and every fiber in my body tells me that i should just give up on trying to fit in or have fun or do anything that normal socialising people do
but.. thank you for asking
i'm fine, i can handle it
and i don't want to break promises
but i make people feel uncomfortable just by being around them. hardly anyone ever dares to approach me or start to talk with me. and when some "friends" from my class talk with me i have to hide the feelings as hard as i can but i still give the impression that i'm dead inside
the worst thing is when someone asks me why am i making this face or that i should smile
i don't want people to feel uncomfortable because of me and they would probably do the best if they'd just give up on me
but if people gave up on me it would probably make me feel even worse. but at least people around me would be happy
i'm beyond saving aren't i
^ me cant even smile and my eyes naturally looks like im gonna fck u up
ALLAHUAKBAAAAAAAAAAR
my eyes look like im always high
rip dotabuff
something is wrong with the forum tab
yessss
ayyyyyyyyyyy top kek
https://lightsaber.withgoogle.com/
Funny for some minutes
where all them niggas at?
into the night
Fuck soups dude, i hate them too. Where are fuckin steak and potato :D
Time for some Christmas, south american style.
ayyyy lmao
well arin i used to be exactly like you but some day i just didnt give a fuck about other ppl anymore
mb itll come with time
your age is roughly equal, isnt it