I deleted most of them. They were mostly just classmates, since I'm not ever going out, don't have any hobbies except dota and can't make new friends (e.g. just walking to someone and start chatting with him is unimaginable), so I'm not meeting many people outside the school. I could call some people I sometimes talk with friends, but that wouldn't mean anything. Most of the people don't give a damn about me (and I don't give a damn about them for number of reasons). And the people I got close to (mostly ppl i never met) eventually got tired of my "bad moods", and all this bullshit around it and began to ignore me. And since I'm not doing anything, I don't have any funny stuff or stories to share. I can't bring anything to friendship to maintain it. As the time went, we chatted less and less with couple of excuses from them (sorry i forgot that you sent me a message, sorry i wasn't here, etc. etc.). And I couldn't bear seeing them making new friends, socialising, partying and stuff like that, even when they originally never did any of these things (we had this in common so i guess that's how we found each other). I was becoming smaller and smaller part of their lives. It made me sad, or pissed off. But I understood it. I didn't want to anchor them so I usually just abandoned them. And I doubt that they thought of me after I did that. Nobody ever tried to contact me again or wanting to go out or do stuff with me, which only justified my decisions.
I'm walking in circles. This happened several times already and I feel like completely abandoning the social life for rest of my life and just focus on studying and playing dota or other games later on. I can't do anything else, anyway.
well friends last only when you have something in common, if you were really cool friends with a dude from ur school in one city and then you move to another city chances are you are gonna keep talking less until eventually you move on
^You can ask me Sam, I'm a veteran trader myself. Just rephrase that question with a sexual innuendo inserted and I'll gladly give a TL;DR answer to your lovely question.
@Arin yo dude I really feel much like you ATM ehehe although I did it sum years back. Ehehehe I was one of the popular people at school but then I realize they are shit and I am better of without them. They only want to make friends with me out of the perks they get for being friends in Facebook but I bet theyll never ever bear the true cost of our friendship, if it was actually any sort of relation other than parasitism Ehehehe
@Arin
While i perfectly understand the way you feel, I can tell you from personal experience that the best way is just to move on and focus on ppl that u got something in common with.
For example you can try to do some sports or ask your future class mates if they play dota etc.
Just don't focus too much on the negativity, it's not worth it
If for some reason your gf (if u dont ahve one, imagine it) swapped bodies with your mother and you had to fuck one of them to save them (that's the only way) - would you bang ur mom in ur gf's body or ur gf in ur mom's body?
at first i thought the answer is obvious, but as time goes, it becomes more and more complex.
it feels like i can have a friendly talk only with triple, yoshi and some others from dotabuff
i remember giving you advice on earth spirit! include me 2!!!
@Arin
what happened with your friends?
I deleted most of them. They were mostly just classmates, since I'm not ever going out, don't have any hobbies except dota and can't make new friends (e.g. just walking to someone and start chatting with him is unimaginable), so I'm not meeting many people outside the school. I could call some people I sometimes talk with friends, but that wouldn't mean anything. Most of the people don't give a damn about me (and I don't give a damn about them for number of reasons). And the people I got close to (mostly ppl i never met) eventually got tired of my "bad moods", and all this bullshit around it and began to ignore me. And since I'm not doing anything, I don't have any funny stuff or stories to share. I can't bring anything to friendship to maintain it. As the time went, we chatted less and less with couple of excuses from them (sorry i forgot that you sent me a message, sorry i wasn't here, etc. etc.). And I couldn't bear seeing them making new friends, socialising, partying and stuff like that, even when they originally never did any of these things (we had this in common so i guess that's how we found each other). I was becoming smaller and smaller part of their lives. It made me sad, or pissed off. But I understood it. I didn't want to anchor them so I usually just abandoned them. And I doubt that they thought of me after I did that. Nobody ever tried to contact me again or wanting to go out or do stuff with me, which only justified my decisions.
I'm walking in circles. This happened several times already and I feel like completely abandoning the social life for rest of my life and just focus on studying and playing dota or other games later on. I can't do anything else, anyway.
Yo guys, bet all your kidneys on Empire, thank me later.
well friends last only when you have something in common, if you were really cool friends with a dude from ur school in one city and then you move to another city chances are you are gonna keep talking less until eventually you move on
k sam im betting my arcanas i better not lose
idk ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
in b4 -100 dolores ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
in b4 allison you shouldve just gave me the arcanas, would be helpful to the orphanage
Why is SF immortal 42 dollars wtf? Isn't it 35 dollars on the store?
^You can ask me Sam, I'm a veteran trader myself. Just rephrase that question with a sexual innuendo inserted and I'll gladly give a TL;DR answer to your lovely question.
its a fukin arcana not an immortal 4Head
@Arin yo dude I really feel much like you ATM ehehe although I did it sum years back. Ehehehe I was one of the popular people at school but then I realize they are shit and I am better of without them. They only want to make friends with me out of the perks they get for being friends in Facebook but I bet theyll never ever bear the true cost of our friendship, if it was actually any sort of relation other than parasitism Ehehehe
5,4k reborn clinkz 4Head
^cute la so youre in 11th grade u pc of shit?!?!?!
I just fucking idolized a fucking moody teenager
And a fucking teenger is better at me on TA Fucking Life Fuck
im 12th grade now
I love u svetlana
alright not riskin all arcanas, but $36 still gud
100% sure ill lose them tho
svetlana trade me your sf arcna
my arcana is my only motivation of playing that hero and getting good at it cause i suck
@Arin
While i perfectly understand the way you feel, I can tell you from personal experience that the best way is just to move on and focus on ppl that u got something in common with.
For example you can try to do some sports or ask your future class mates if they play dota etc.
Just don't focus too much on the negativity, it's not worth it
hope this helps :)
If for some reason your gf (if u dont ahve one, imagine it) swapped bodies with your mother and you had to fuck one of them to save them (that's the only way) - would you bang ur mom in ur gf's body or ur gf in ur mom's body?
at first i thought the answer is obvious, but as time goes, it becomes more and more complex.
also hi everyone
WHY CANT I PLAY CUSTOM GAMES VALVE FUCK UR DEDICATED SERVERS
nice im in
@Triple
as long as there's sex, without necrophilia, I'm in lolz
good shit
meanwhile in reborn custom game
sweet jesus. What the hell is that? It looks fokken awesome.
epic boss fight holy shit 21th round is hard af
i have 20 fps. 53012032131231 hp creeps
Why would any person with a brain pick SF in this mode?
http://i.imgur.com/AcXHlj7.jpg we fukin lost
Actually nvm, the passive is useless anyway. It's all about the aura.
what the fuck do u mean i had the biggest damage in the game. the passive gives u so much damage in the first 10-12 stages
How the fuck do you get souls then?
last hit with razes, they do a lot of dmg on the first creeps that spawn. and its 15 souls max (+2 per level) so its not hard to get them
WHAT GAME SI THIS, LOOKS LIKE A GAME I WOULD PLAY FOT 12 HOURS
epic boss fight i think, i played it for 3 hours, its pretty fun, but after 20 stages ur fps drops so much because theres a lot of shit goign on
My PC would explode then. Also, get ready to win Bugattis.
im watching whole game holding my balls, it was lucky for me the last time i tried it ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Wtf you aren't a girl? DansGame
damn
exposed WutFace
SF is decent for boss fight. when i played with friends, we just let SF lasthit early on to get souls.
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